I wish I remembered your name as it seems so disrespectful not to...part of me wants to say Rob or Bob. I'm glad that you were persistent and wouldn't let me shake you off. I honestly never thought I would go through with going out with you, and perhaps it is only because 'fate' brought you in my path again that day that I couldn't deny the serendipity.
You crossed my path to change my path, and perhaps that was our only soul agreement. In the last few years, you've crossed my thoughts more often than not, as I wonder if my exploration wouldn't have been so delayed had you been my first. Where would my life be now if you had taken me to the AVN Awards as we discussed? Would you have introduced me to the type of beautiful people I met last week at the sensations party? Would my life have been full of Burning Man and passions of life?
How amazing would it have been to have a partner in crime through that journey rather than foraging on my own in unchartered territories! Perhaps you would have been the adventure had I made the train in Sliding Doors. Had I had a better sense of self worth of myself at the time, I would have called you back when you returned from your production. I apologize for not doing so, as you've only shown me kindness and boldness, that I had lacked the sensitivity to do the same at the time.
I hope you are filled with love. I hope that life has rewarded you well for your zeal. I hope to cross your path again in our next lives. Thank you for making me feel beautiful and special during our shared moments, not to mention leaving me with a magical anecdote that only happens in the movies.
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