pig in mud (part 5)

Vitruvian HUman by Amanda Sage

I am usually not nervous before or during dates. I think it comes more from the place of just being who I am and letting things happen organically from there. Most of the time, we progress naturally based on mutual attraction or not.

However, lately, I have met two men who seem to have this effect on me (full circle (part 9)). In their authenticity and their approach to life and love, they represent who and what I have been wanting to be and surround myself in the last few years of my search for bliss. Intentions, coupled with honesty and vulnerability at all times, are great in theory, and more than I expected in practice.

As I walk through this door, I am experiencing a mix of giddiness and nervousness, an insecurity I have not felt in a long time. Yet there is a lot of power and comfort in knowing that I can be completely vulnerable and it will not deter them from being honest and loving and welcoming me into their lives. I know this is a new chapter that I am approaching, and in deleting all the online apps to allow moments to happen organically, I am really looking forward to meeting and building my tribe.